My Life Sucks - Big Time … !

well i just graduated from highschool and nothing seems to be going right. I have no clue what i want to do or be. I havent chosen or finished signng up for a university yet. my parents and i have trouble getting along so im looking for a place of my own but havent been able to get a new job yet. real recently one of my few best friends stopped talking to me over a real stupid incident. And too top it off a girl i liked and i think liked and does like me. i put off asking her out for too long of a time and when i finally did she said shed go out with me but i havent heard back from her and i think i may never see her again before she goes off to school around the world. leaving me to wonder how she felt and me feeling jus bad that i didnt ask her sooner