My Life Sucks - Big Time … !

I’m in a depression. My step dad tells me to go screw myself on a daily basis. My brothers call me fat, I’m a size 3. I’m emotionally abused and my “friends” don’t give a flying damn. I want to live with my dad. As soon as everything was all worked out, my mom decided she didn’t want me to go. My family fights like it depends on their life. (no exageration.) I hate my immediate family, and my mom won’t let me leave. My dad, of course, doesn’t want to go to court. I’ve considered suicide. The guy I’ve liked a lot for two years straight, (my best friend,) is in love with some other girl. He tells me everything they’ve done together, when he knows how I feel. If you think your life sucks, come walk in my shoes. Ohh, I’m 13.