My Life Sucks - Big Time … !

Im a junior in high school. I got my whole life ahead of me right? Wrong. And I know crap happens to good people, but why am i always tossed aside? ere’s my story.. Basketball is my life. Some people have boyfriends,etc. I have basketball. I have been playing for 10 years now and have ALWAYS dreamed of playing pro womens bball. In order to do that first you need to make it to a D1 college on a scholarship. Not bragging, i work my ass off, I have always been the best player on my team and the tallest. I scored 20 points a game. I was on my way to my dream. In 9th grade i changed schools to a better school. There was favoritism and i did not get picked for varsity. I didnt even start for jr.high. This is when my confidence started to drop. They played sucky girls before me. It made no sense. I felt like giving up,but I tried harder and got even better. The next year they only put me on JV, a huge insult. Once again girls who sucked played before me and to top it off I was injured 4 times. I had enoug, so I went back to my old school this year. So far I am a JV starter and barely play varsity. I am a junior. I only have 2 years left of high school to get a scholarship and I dont even start on varsity! I can see if i sucked but I am the best one!! I dont get it. And to top it off they have this chubby freshman in my spot an varsity. Shes only in 9th freakin grade n she gets to start varsity! I am WAY better than her. What the hell?!? Now I feel my lifetime dream slipping away. So MY LIFE FREAKIN SUCKS!!