I’m 24 and i’m 8k in debt, I just got married and all we do is sit around and watch E! or “I didn’t know I was pregnant”. I make 8.65 an hour and my wife lost her job. Thankfully we life in a mother in law room and share a house with a bitch who hates our guts because she can’t stand her own shitty life. I’ve never finished college and can’t get out the the hole of debt I’ve dug for myself and we can’t move because a studio near us is 1000 a month. My life sucks so super hard.
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Talk about life sucking. I loose 40% of my income. we make some budget choices. One of those being the Credit cards. Now I am paying TOP flippin dollar for a “debt solution” company, and ………… Phone calls - NEVER ENDING. - Paperwork, a mountain to climb thru and never see the top. - and now, sherrif at my door serving papers, and the “debt solution” company saying “what do you want us to do?” What the f is up with all these darn people stealing our money, and act like they are helping. The banks are Freezing our accounts. want to know what debt solutions has to say ? “make sure our money is in there” what the f? and what do I do now? ANYONE KNOW? anyone in the same position? |
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I am an alcoholic |
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Well, no girl well ever want me i asked one once and she said i was going to die alone witch is probly true. i have a lump on my back but cant afford the surgry my mom left and my dad hates me when i was little i slaped the teacher and got in HUGE trubble and had to tell my dad said “Hey you finaly got a pair”. and yes i am a bad speller anyways i look forward to reading the comments about how your life is great and how i should just kill my self now(im tinking about jumping from a bridge into trafic)so thats it. |
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Ive done everything wrong in my life and basically becuse of how people treated me! but i doubt they can be blamed becuse i decided to follow that path and now its made me super annoyed and super sad i was damn uber depressed before all this S***! i just want to go somewhere where nobody can annoy me anymore i annoy myself i just wish i was never born! becuse i always make mistakes and always will….. doesnt matter what happens i will always do the wrong thing and my mind doesnt work like everyone else and i even know it.. i see things in a diffrent light and i technically get adicted to anything quite quickly due to me clinging on things…. well my LIFE SUCKS! and it always will… |
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Where to begin? Probabily all started back when i was a civilian and thinking that the military would be a good idea. Gonna shorten the story a bit. Finished basic and Tech school with absolute no trouble. When i got to my first duty station i had a few buddy and the rest of my crew freaking sucked. Then thinking that i am having a dream come true i get to move to England… At first i thought it was a dream but i was deathly wrong. The one friend i wanted to meet up with the entire time ended up hating my guts. The shop in which i worked was seperated in leadership and floor workers so we stayed friend with mostly our shift and isolated ourselves from the rest of the base. In my shift i was the black sheep and was the complete odd ball who became the butt of all jokes and my personnallity is to take everything seriously. So i ended up staying stuck in my head. After months of what i thought was friendship became harassament(physical, emotional and sexual) and a sense of complete and total isolation. I felt it upon myself to fix the problem. It resulting in making an attempt on my life. Which failed miserable. I ended up in the hospital for 4 days to recover and sent to a Pshche ward (the politically correct term for an insane assylum) where i left there in under a week cause there is nothing wrong with me. After returning from there i went home to see my family. My father ended up breaking down from what i did and went on a rampage on my shift and now charges are being placed on them, He got a drinking problem and he is just all around worried for me. Not to mention he cant really handle his own household since all the money i make from the military go to his rent and my sisters food. I found out that he and my sister are at each others throats because her fiancee(which i found out that they were engaged for over a year without me knowing) wont get a job and she defends his lazy attitude. My mom thinks im a child molester because i treat my soon to be sister in law like i treat my sister. (Put on my shoulders give piggy back rides) As well as she is dating an ex-convict so chances are i have to go and beat his ass later for hurting my mom… i swear its only a matter of time. My girl forgot to even speak to me on my birthday and my thoughts are now becoming her idea of love between us is nothing more then a statues symbol she can use so she doesnt have to say shes single when shes with her friends getting drunk and high all the time. Now im back here. They are seperating me out of the military because i want to run away back to home. Yet before they do that they decide it would be a good idea to try and help me. They give me antidepressants that end up making me almost bi-polar and almost shooting any chance at a honorable discharge out of the water because when i get into a depressive state i say fuck everything and get drunk a hour before work and huff cans of keyboard cleaner so i can forget everything. Then they confuse the shit out of me by saying im not doing anything wrong. Which just makes me feel like hell has froze over. I feel like just sleeping and never having to wake up. It feels that no matter what i will try and do that it will just end up in complete chaos and that my life is just completely and utterly fucked to pieces dispite everyone telling me its not. I feel like running away. Changing my name and fading from societies eyes. or just taking a gun and putting it to the side of my head. Yet for whatever reason i still want to say my life doesnt suck because still somewhere deep in my head i think im already laying on a hospital bed in a coma from my first trauma. All this because i didnt listen to myself when i said i never wanted to join the military. Dont know if im aloud to say that my life sucks cause its all my fault. But to me… my life sucks. |
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i dont know from where to start. i am studing in b.tech. and i m very happy with my college inspite of the fact that i m not willing to to go b.tech. i started adjusting there. new frds, new life… everything.. bt den my best frd ditched me.. she just screwd my life.. i recover d fact.. again things go wrong… i again stand and recover d fact that i m nt alone.. and den my result.. i got fail in 3 subjects… i teached people but now it is happening to me… people are getting more marks from me… nw wen i go back to my college, no one is going to talk to me.. i m bad.. my life sucks right now…. all were look at me.. i will be so embrassed… i dont what will i do nw… |
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MY LIFE SUX!!! I suffer with depression and some sort of stomach problem. I was taking anti depressants, but went of them cold turkey and it screwed me over making me worse than ever. I’m always on edge and cry ever other day. I go to a psychologist, but its not helping me. No one seems to get that im suffering. I was raised with strong morals and my friends keep trying to change me…(take me to parties and such) I don’t want to do bad things, but for some reason I can’t say no. People walk all over me. Since my friends are bad influences I stopped talking to them and now I’m alone. My parents are divorced and my mom is sorta mental. I’m home alone most of the time and my family is super broke. Yesterday I turned 16. For my birthday…I stayed in bed and cry-ed. I’m doing school online since I was so depressed and sickly I left public school. I hate the way I look. Its hard 2 talk 2 my family…I don’t want 2 be depressed, but I just can’t seem to get better. My doctors can’t find whats wrong with my stomach. I’ve been suffering 4 over a year. |
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I don’t know where to start. It’s never been and easy life for me. When I was a kid my father had an accident that left him paralyzed from the waste down. I basically grew up poor white trash. I was the definition of a loner. I had teachers tell me I couldn’t go to a good college w/o money. Needless to say I became incredibly cynical. Cynicism that rivaled that of a 45 year 3 time divorcee and I was only 18. There is a lot more to to my past but that stuff doesn’t really bother me. Well it does but I accept it. About two years ago I was browsing the wed and I stumbled up upon this message board where this woman posted a thread pertaining to her lack of sexual experience. But in her thread she sounded just like me. A huge pothead that loved to read and watch Baseball and was also insecure about being a virgin. So I signed up for this board just to reply to her, which I did and finished off with too bad you don’t in NY we could get together sometime. Turns out she was from the Bronx while I was from Queens. We proceeded to talk on AIM. That became talking almost everyday for 2 years. A lot of times all night and even all day at work. I could never get her to go out though. I should of known though she warned me of her neurosis, maybe I should of known better but I didn’t care. My entire life I wanted to meet anyone relationship or just friendship wise that was as dorky, lame, and prudish as me. She was my big dork. She wasn’t some girl that I wanted to date, she became my best friend. I fell in love with her. And suddenly all the hardships in my life started to make sense. For the first time in 15 years I was starting to feel happy and I had hope that this wouldn’t always be life. And one day she stopped going online. That was 5 months ago. In 5 months I’ve heard from her twice when I wasn’t on and it basically said I’m so sorry babe, just know I’m always thinking of you. I’m devastated. I grew up poor I saw my father get crushed to death by his work van. I grew up with no friends and a great amount of responsibility. And I just rolled with no matter how depressed I was. This is different, I rather relive watching my fathers accident over and over instead of going through this. It’s funny I live by myself and no one ever comes to see me. Even though I live 15 minutes away from the few friends I have. I can’t stand my job and I’m getting by on the balls of my ass. And that doesn’t really bother, I didn’t even realize that stuff until she left my life. I lost so much fuckin shit over the years and crushing blow after crushing blow and for once Im finlly happy and it gets taken away with no fuckin closure. No good bye not even a go fuck yourself. This here has left me devastated. I’ve been a good person and I work hard and with all I have been through to get teased like this and to lose my best friend, the only person I have ever loved. I am a completely different person. I no longer see any hope and I accept the fact maybe I’m just not meant to ever be happy. And if she happens to read this, just know I miss you more than anything in this world babe. |
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Reading all theese posts about people wanting to kill themselves, makes me really depressed. I’ve been through some really bad things, but I never, ever gave up on life. someone, somewhere, will cry when you are gone. But please, just dont give up on life. Hold strong, and life will get better, I promise on my parents grave. |
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i fell in love with a lad that was in my class and then he moved to saudi and i miss him greatly and he now has a girlfriend, so i tryed to move on and found another amazing lad but bes 4 years older than me and we are going through a rough patch in our friendship but he text me yesterday saying he missed me lots and i really do like him and miss him greatly but cant get the lad in sauid out of my head too.. im really confused who i like and i dont no what to do weather me and the other lad are just friends or if there could possibally be something else to it.. if anyone has any word of advice i would greatlfully apprecaite it.. thank you in antisapation.. |
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Why The Freaking Hell is everyone trying SO FREAKING HARD!!!!! to change me what is wrong with who i am … i am a preachers Daughter and i grew up learning to cover myself and be nice and not to swear and to act appropriate …but no i have to swear and dress like a slut and be a bitch to everyone and i am sick and tired of it , its so gay!!!!!!! i just wanna shoot myself man , i find myself wanting to drink and do drugs and smoke and be bad to fit in and im trying so hard not to give into peer pressure!!! but dang its so hard!!! HELP!!! |
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I was a very sheltered naive girl. Never got into trouble. All I wanted was to get married and start a family. Drive a mini van and pass out juice boxes… that kind of thing. I got pregnant by my very first boyfriend and everything changed. We got married when I was 17. Divorced a year later. He won custody of our baby boy for no reason other than the fact that he had a better lawyer. I hardly see my son now. The I found someone new. We got married and had a daughter. I was so happy. Now I am pregnant a third time, but I’m not so happy.. My husband started calling off work all the time and we didn’t have enough money to pay the bills. (I work part time as well, but I only make minimum wage - not enough to pay bills) A week later he got fired. One week of thinking it was ok and now this. And it wasn’t even related to all the “calling off of work” …it was something really little and stupid. Now we have $300 left for the month and no way to pay our utilities, rent, or buy food. Just when I thought things were fixed… |
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It’s not your life that sucks, it’s your spelling!!!!! Fucking illiterate’s. |
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Fuck Life. I tried to commit suicide, but the neighbor complained of the gas smell and I freaking got a ticket from the fire department. My landlord then kicks me out. The only thing that died was my dog. Damn, cat lived now I look gay walking around with a white cat. My boss fired me because I smelled of gas the next day. How was I suppose to know when they say they are shutting off the water they really mean it. I’m not going to the gym to take a shower. Really freaking embarrassing when your not blessed with a large one. I even thought about just walking on the train tracks but damn train is always off schedule so I am not going to sit there like some dumbass waiting. I tried to run my car into a tree and all it did was set off my airbag. Fucking liek sucks. Can’t even kill myself properly. Dam America. They should make suicide legal, then it would be easier. Think this is funny. Fuck you. Try cmmiting suicide. It is not freaking easy. They don’t teach you this crap in school. No, they don’t. They teach you stuff like Algebra and who needs that. Show me how to tie a slip not to hang myself stupid fuckigng teachers. |
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My life is fucked. |
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I’m fat, jobless, carless,etc. I could go into detail, but that would take up a whole page. I don’t have any solution but to end it all. |
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I am 16 years old i have never had a bf and ever friend i have had ive had to leave them or they have ebecome bmy sisters bff, i have moved countrys and states to many times to count and ive moved schools too which i hate and i am none in my house they treat me like crap and believe everyone over me some family i mean i have depression and no one even knows cuz thry dont pay any attiention …i love my family NOT! |
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every day i wake up saying to myself: i hate my life. my dreams are like 1000x better than my waking life. i have no friends, no prospects, and am extremely depressed. i’m in college and i have no fun whatsoever. i also have schizophrenia and constant anxiety and panic attacks. i know people say well go out and change your life…well it never works no one wants to be with a depressed spaz like me. some people don’t understand what its like to feel this way, and they can’t understand what its like to feel so negatively and feel so bad physically that its impossible for you to change your situation because your life and head are so messed up. |
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To all those people who wont let the others complain in peace…WHAT THE HECK IS YOUR PROBLEMS. |
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