Today is my birthday, and my family always go out for dinner, and eat at the restaurant we chose. But my dad told me that today was the only time to have some of his employees over to our house and have dinner and work something on the computer, and that we will have the dinner the day after my birthday. So I agree, because I thought it will probably only take few hours, but I don’t think it will at all. So to top it all off, my dad still hasn’t say happy birthday to me, and we probably won’t have any cake today either. But the only birthday present I got is from my best friend. 
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My life suck too, deal with it, if you find out how let me know. . . |
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I am forty.. and for the life of me, can’t remember an easy period of my life. |
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hey there whoever happens 2 read this i think my life sucks but thats just me im 11 and i have ashma so i can’t play soccer ive also got ecema(a skin condition)and i didn’t take care of it so it got ou of hand, then i got an infection so i had 2 go on steroids which made me rlly hunngery therefor i gained alot of weirght i also got lazy and it kept happening again aand again and again and again see the picture and so i got depressed and i made an account on imvu the chat thing i luv it but i rely on it so much im scared 2 think ill have 2 get off of it sumday.ive been thro alot on there and i relised im bi.it also made me think about emo cause i ahve alot of emo friends on there i relised i thought about cutting myself bac in the 3rd grade and im now in the 6th grade and i rlly wanna b able 2 cut myself but i can’t im also thinking about droping my weight-the bad way-puking.im going2 try tho thats my story i hope u took the time 2 read this.if u ever wanna talk my e-mail is llizzie9990@hotmail.com |
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the lack of it. my parents didn’t give me ANYTHING this christmas. not even a card, or a hug. |
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today i was kiking by self and kiked my boobs |
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Well my parents never really established a place to live where there child would be born, grow up and finich school and stuff, well that happyy normal crap just never happened to me. I spent my years moving through continent to other to know i have lived in Africa, Europe and America… Everybody think I should be happy, I have money, house, and a family… Well thats crap, Im not happy not att all. my parents seem to be some control freaks who want me to be the perfect child, with the perfect hear and perfect shoes, I know people are |
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Im a junior in high school. I got my whole life ahead of me right? Wrong. And I know crap happens to good people, but why am i always tossed aside? ere’s my story.. Basketball is my life. Some people have boyfriends,etc. I have basketball. I have been playing for 10 years now and have ALWAYS dreamed of playing pro womens bball. In order to do that first you need to make it to a D1 college on a scholarship. Not bragging, i work my ass off, I have always been the best player on my team and the tallest. I scored 20 points a game. I was on my way to my dream. In 9th grade i changed schools to a better school. There was favoritism and i did not get picked for varsity. I didnt even start for jr.high. This is when my confidence started to drop. They played sucky girls before me. It made no sense. I felt like giving up,but I tried harder and got even better. The next year they only put me on JV, a huge insult. Once again girls who sucked played before me and to top it off I was injured 4 times. I had enoug, so I went back to my old school this year. So far I am a JV starter and barely play varsity. I am a junior. I only have 2 years left of high school to get a scholarship and I dont even start on varsity! I can see if i sucked but I am the best one!! I dont get it. And to top it off they have this chubby freshman in my spot an varsity. Shes only in 9th freakin grade n she gets to start varsity! I am WAY better than her. What the hell?!? Now I feel my lifetime dream slipping away. So MY LIFE FREAKIN SUCKS!! |
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I have been trying so hard to get good grades in school and now I am a senior at college, about to graduate next semester with an excellent GPA. I had recently had a final interview with one company. They were supposed to call me yesterday, but they didn’t, so I contacted them. They told me that it is taking more time for the decision making. I contacted the other guy who had a same interview and he told me that they have already offered him the position last Saturday. I have just set it up the goal. I will make myself successful and I will destroy that company in the future. I will take all of their clients away and make them regret about their decision of not hiring me. I felt that I was smarter than the other guy they hired, but oh well.. I lost some beliefs in myself. I thought I would deserve something better than this from all the efforts that I made through my life. |
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My life really sucks cause my husband commited suicide on october 31st 2009. He ruined my life and our kids too. We have 4 small children and he was only 29 when he died. I never even saw it coming, (meaning any signs). It just sucks, everyday my hubby told me and showed how much he loved me and then because he was drunk and got into a fight with his brother he committed suicide. I want to believe it was an accident but only he knows and he is gone. everyday is a struggle to get through without him. My life truley sucks big time!!!!! |
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My life, a big time, sucks a lot. I tried so hard so far but it is not going anyware. I came from poor family(my dad can’t even afford 100$ for books). I put more hardwork studying, working nightouts and got in a degree in hand. Now whatever i try nothing is working for me since 7 years.On top of that recently i got leg injury for which i can’t move my leg for 3 months and surgery also. i dont know why they say dreams come true, they never come. |
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i am tired of my life everything goes wrong…..no matter how hard i try i fail |
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I was only 9 when I got raped by my step-dad. My mom was at work and he came with me to my room. He undressed and made me do the same. He forced it in. Hard and fast. He did it over and over. |
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Well, it all started one weekend I was at my boyfriends house. His parents were gone for a week so we were just there hanging out. Then, I had to go pee. I went to the bathroom and sat down. I was off my period. YAY! I came out and he was horny. Now three months I’m pregnant. My parents still don’t know. I’m married now (I’m 16) and pregnant. LESSON: USE TROJON CONDOMS!!! |
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There are times when in our heart we know the right thing to do… You took her hand…and assured her that you gonna make everything all right And then from a new end with a new resolution you start fighting again… But you kept your goodness alive….protecting your ‘baby’ like some guardian angel… And then one fine day…you see some warriors coming your way…giving you your much deserved accolade… and then when you turn around and you can see your sweetheart realizing the mistakes… And then when the bloody battle is over…(mind it for the people) you still on front… In the end you got what was promised to you by the “Mightiest of all” (find the cliché or ask me) “Sure she wasn’t a baby anymore”….you sighed and told your self |
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I am in debt haha. not good. im 18 and this all started when i was working at pizza hut. waitressing is the worst job in the world cuz people treat u like a survent just to say. anyways this guy asked me for my number and we started hangin out. it turns out he lied alot cuz later i found out he was a 25 year old illegal immigrant from mexico. so funny but no, then one day he’s all im goin to louisiana to be with my wife and son. i dont know why the fuck i was even with him cuz now i feel gross. i think cuz he was really hot and nice.:) my sister was pissed cuz she wanted him but mwuhahaha yeah i need to stop smokin weed…back on track here people. but the thing is a month later i found out i was pregnant. “good damb it nic why?” is what i thought to myself. but woohooo then i had a miscarriage. i mean i would love my kid but it wasn’t supose to happen. but the shitty thing is i got an MIP when i was with him and its really expensive!!!! then i got two speeding tickets cuz im a dooshbag! i like to drive fast and so do my friends its great fun….but okay back to it. I got depressed after he left me and started doing drugs quit my job at pizza hut and started forging my parents checks. seriously i can write there names exactly perfect. but i owe them like 2,000 dollars so yeah i think im goin to jail. No haha im not the parents forgave me but they REALLYYYY hate me!!!!!!!!!! my sibs hate me cuz i fight w/ them. my lil sis J and i got in a fist fight the other day it was like insane. but i feel bad cuz im alot taller than her and i lift weights and run. so i really hurt her with my strongness. but im goin to college next year. i just wanna be happy. and that guy i was speaking of the mexican dude well now he is calling my friend. shes not really my friend cuz shes a bitch face but yah she likes to hurt my feelings but i could kick her ass. haha just kidding im really a peaceful person:) really…people call me the hippie child. yeah im bored and this is my life so read it beautiful people:) yeah the bitch face friend stepped on my laptop and broke it and won’t pay for it. im afraid to tell the parents cuz i owe them so much money all ready. im so scared…:( yeah i no other peoples lifes are way worse!!! cuz people die and what not and i feel soooooo bad for u.!! but hey i got a job today and im goin to pay back my parents cuz i love them!! and stop doin drugs w/ my friends. stop hangin out w/ those friends actually. i wanna live good and have a huge manchine that i live in w/ tons of rooms and a pool w/ a groto:) maybe i will become the drug dealer instead…hehe no im kidding!! seriously tho if people think there life sucks try this it really helps!! pop in the movie Step Brothers watch it u will laugh for hours. i could die from it from laughing. i just wanna give every sad person in this world a HUGE HUG!! and who ever that was that wrote about the living in the small house.. my god i feel 4 u brother! no fricken way can i stand to be w/ my parentos and sibs in a cooped up lil trailer no f’en way man i won’t do it. seriously move outa there! go to the police and tell them to help u out. Peace and love-moonshine |
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I remember when life was so happy and mom and dad would hug and kiss and each Tuesday my brother mom dad and i would go to the mall together and i would go to the hello kitty store and my brother would go to the sticker machines.Ha ha ha! Life rocked and every morning my mom would make me blueberry muffins that tasted so good.My dad kinda spoiled us but moderately.One day he told me to make a wish and i wished 4 a dog and the next day he came home with a little puppy!!! I miss those days so much.Then we moved to a new house and life went to hell.Im realy young to be writing this(im eleven)but whatever.It started when we skipped Tuesdays once and awhile and then it grew to more and more and my parents asked my brother and i if we could do Tuesday on Saterday.(at these times i was only 5&6)I didnt want to but we did and we never had those days ever again.Then mom and dad started to have arguments and then they would sream at eachother and hit and throw stuff and mom kept getting very very sick and puking and taking pills(idk if they were drugs or not but i think it was judt a medication)My parents would knock over glass vases and i would start crying and hide.Now im traumitized from the noise and i kinda break down wen i hear it.then my parents would get in such big arguements that my dad would leave and my mom would sit crying in her room. I would stay up waiting 4 my dad to come back trembling and tearing. Then i would write letters to god asking nhim to bring back Tuesdays and daddy and stop the argueing.It never worcked.Dad would come back late at night smelling like beer at times.Eventually the arguement got so big my dad would take us with him to a hotel all night and take us to school in the morning. I was in kinder and my bro went to pre.My life is all blurred in this area except some parts to personal 2 say.We moved to a new house later.(wer i live now-we moved wen i was in 2nd grade.)They still argued and then Valentines day came.My dad sed he had a buisness trip.he left for a looong time.He wouldnt answer phone calls and we wer just move in to our new home.we slept on the floors.my mom would wake my brother and i up at 3 in the morning and drive all around town pointlessly.One day my I heard my dad came bak and to meet him in hte church.(my bro and i now went to a catholic school–I was in 2nd and he was in 1st)We went there and he sed he got us a new mommy and she was in the church and he wunted us to show her how well we prayed.so we went in and prayed came out and there was a chick less than half his age in his arms.I was going to be a brat but i was to kind.i sed hi and we went out 4 lunch.l8ter my dad took my bro and i home.my dad was staying in a hotel with her.bla bla bla all this stuff happened and my dad kicked my mom out.She started to live in this little condo on a nice little golf course.We would visit on weekends.Later she couldnt afford it anymore.Now shes a hohbo that i hardly ever get to see in Sandiego.I lived with my dad and my new stepmom.I used to always pray and think of god and draw picture in this little journal and i would show my dad.One day he was out with his gf (wen she moved in he would NEVER pay attention or support us at all)And i showed him a picture i drew and he sed” oh ya thats her stupid little book she writes her prayers in!” And they both started to laugh.I was so sad that i threw the book away and i never prayed again.Later they started arguing and my dad thot i didnt care cuz i was ”used” to it.And i was getting sick of life so i stopped talking to every one. i wouldnt talk 2 my dad only sometimes. I did talk to my bro but i NEVER talked to his girlfrend.She started out getting realy mad and then i would laugh at her.then since she started to argue with my dad she started to suck up to me like a pathetic little leech because she knew if i liked her my dad wouldnt kick her out.and my plan worcked she was OUT.I realy didnt mind her that much mbut i am not stupid. I stopped talking at first as a test to see if she realy ”loved us”.Then i realized she didnt i was her tool to staying and i didnt want to be. so bam.She left.But karma came back around and i was living with me my bro and my dad.I have to make dinner for everyone and do all the laundry and all the cleaning and teach my little bro manners.I get in trouble for everything my dad treats me like **** at most times.My bro will leave a mess an i pay 4 it. In the end everything comes back down on me.If i am completely exausted and make dinner a little late im in huge trouble.And after all this my family has a reunion (my other parts of my family) and my dad has the nerve–HE HAS THE NERVE TO ASK MY AUNT 4 PARENTING ADVICE!!!! |
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Its not that my life sucks so much, I guess you could say that I’m just more annoyed at it than anything. I suppose for some strange reason I’m just not ready to grow up, and yet, I have and I need to get used to it, and I’m working on that. I’m 23, I just recently graduated from college. Well, that would be all fine and dandy and the fireworks would cheer. Problem is, I did it in the middle of an economic crisis. Have I found a job yet? Of course not, nobody is going to hire anybody who doesn’t have experience, are you crazy? But its every bodies *favorite* question. Especially when its asked by my coworkers at the dead end job I’m working at. But I’m looking, and honestly that’s all I can do in a situation like this. However, to change the subject a little bit, if there not asking me if I have a job, there asking me when my boyfriend of 4 years is going to propose or get married to me. Would I be horrible if I said I think I’ve secretly come to the conclusion that I want a wedding and not a marriage? Its not that I don’t love him. I just want my special day and care free commitment to a life long decision. I love him, I just don’t feel I need unnecessary pressure in my life. Unfortunately that’s sort of how I view a marriage, unnecessary pressure to a good relationship. However, I still have that childhood fantasy of walking down the aisle and later on cutting into a large cake. Can’t I just have a mock wedding on my birthday and call it a birthday present to myself? I’d still get cake, presents, and everybody would be paying attention to me. The perfect birthday. At the same time I’m thousands in debt with my student loans right now… In the middle of an economic crisis. Of course I wont have the time to get married or have kids for that matter. I’ll be too busy paying off my debt at the dead end job I’m working at. I suppose I just need to grow up, take it all in and deal with it. And I keep telling myself day in and day out that things will get better, something will happen and I’ll find my way. After all our parents did it and thousands of other people have been through worse than I have. I’ll make it somehow. At least I have a degree, that’s more than most people can say. At least I have a strong relationship, even if I am afraid of commitment, that’s better than some people. But still, I wish I could take a wand and make all the noisy people go away and just do what I want to do. |
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I’m turning 25. I’ve done everything I was supposed to do in my life. I stayed in school, I got good grades. I enlisted in the Air Force for 4 years, and I started going to college after my military service ended. Of course, I can’t get a job. 4 years of experience and a security clearance isn’t enough. I’m stuck living with my dad, and he hates me. My whole family is completely embarrassed, so I’ve shut myself off from them all. The one friend I did have was going through the exact same situation until he got kicked out of his mom’s house, and I haven’t talked to him in months. I did everything life says you’re supposed to do. I played by the rules. I followed the directions. I worked hard. And all it got me was enough unemployment benefits to pay a portion of my father’s rent for the last 2 years. This is the American Dream on display, kids. Work hard, do your best, and you’ll fail miserably! |
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I just got out of a 6 year relationship which was not my choice he tells me he feels trapped, is unhappy, and doesn’t want a relationship with anyone. So not even 2 months after I find out he is with someone whom I know and is known to be a lose woman. Talk about a kick in the gut!!!!!! |
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