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young and already screwed

Hey so im back to b*tch some more…. Well my boyfriend a.k.a my daughters dad is a totally ass and does nothing but put me down and tell me all this messed up stuff and sometimes yeah i just wanna leave but oh yeah big problem we live in my dads house AND his family lives 800 miles away….. so technically im screwed and wanna run but no i got my beautiful daughter and another on the way so i dont know where i would go……….ugh

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SO CONFUSED

kay so im really attracted to my grandma
she has massive tits and im 12 and i jack off to her all the time.
idk, does this make me messed up? shes lyke 45, lyke its not really that weird right?
im so confused. plus when i jack off this white stuff comes out..idk if i have a p!p! infection or what? PLEASE HELP.

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young and already screwed

So im 19 years young and have a 13 month old daughter………. i dropped outta high school but luckily got my G.E.D in jobcorps well newho my parents a.k.a my step mom and dad were married for 10 years and then outs the blue my mom has an affair and leaves my dad. they filed bankruptcy and not we are living in a home that is about ready to get a knock at the door telling us to get the eff out. To make matters worse my boyfriend works at walmart making 8.20 and hr and shitty hours and i recently loss my job due to lack of child care…..and i just found out that im pregnant again…..yeah my life ….its a peice of effin work i tell ya…

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life sucks shit

so
i am 15
my life sucks but not just any type of sucks its worse
my grades are just about all fails
ppl hate me in school
my family hates me and want to kick me out
… pointless life
s

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the stress

I’m a 15 year old girl and my school life is insane. I am currently taking 1 AP and 4 honors classes and I am constantly pressured by my parents to get straight A’s. They refuse to accept anything less and mentally abuse me if I dont. I don’t fit in at all in school. I drift throught the cliques talking to one or two people here and there but no of them really get me. Often I’ve considered suicide but the thought of it scares the crap out of me. I smoke and am dating a guy that is a piece of shit and doesnt really care about me. Life just sucks.

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the stress

I’m a 15 year old girl and my school life is insane. I am currently taking 1 AP and 4 honors classes and I am constantly pressured by my parents to get straight A’s. They refuse to accept anything less and mentally abuse me if I dont. I don’t fit in at all in school. I drift throught the cliques talking to one or two people here and there but no of them really get me. Often I’ve considered suicide but the thought of it scares the crap out of me. I smoke and am dating a guy that is a piece of shit and doesnt really care about me. Life just sucks.

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Not too bad. Still bad though.

I feel bad going here and seeing people’s emotional stories while mine is so simple.
Today my life sucked because my guy friend was being a dick to me the whole day. And, my friend. My bestfriend, thanks for making me feel better after he insulted me. Yeah, you just laughed. Sometimes I wonder about her. When I say something, why do you just shrug? At least pretend it was funny, or at least smile! It hurts. And brings down my self-esteem.

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unlucky

well….my life isn’t really bad but it sucks at the moment. all my friends just graduated and unfortunately i flunked. though i’m pretty intelligent but this somehow happened.
now all of them have started working n some are pursuing their masters and here i am, sitting jobless at home……..i’ve always been lucky and always got the best of things and this incident has sorta ruined my life

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Venting

Okay.
~I am fifteen and I am diagnosed with major depression. Everytime I breathe it hurts and I can’t help it. There is this pain in the pitch of my heart and it’s so difficult to deal with. I can’t do any of it anymore.
~I am no longer a virgin and my parents hate my guts and the guy that I had it with, used me shamelessly.
~My parent were never abusive or any shit. They just ruined me as a human being. Put me down mentally and just did everything in their power to control me.
~I have been to the hospital once and I have attempted like five-six times.
~My life doesn’t suck. I have the perfect one and I can’t appreciate and I am just a douche for no abling to.

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meaningless

-im depressed
-i have an eating disorder
-have a college degree and havent worked for a few years because i am depressed and have social anxiety
-my parents are crappy, divorced when i was young. mom is crazy and paranoid, thinks people want to kill her and lies to me and family.
-dad put so much pressure on me and i cry because i am a failure. he doesnt speak to me very much anymore because i cant support self due to the anxiety and depression
-ex boyfriend physically, mentally, and emotionally abused me. he lied to me, took money, beat me, called me names
-rape
-have on and off boyfriend who hasnt seen me in 6 months. he only keeps in contact with me through emails that say almost nothing. he used to see me a lot and lies saying he works too much.
-i have to get sex so i can feel better, so i\’ve been seeing a man older than me who pleases me. we cant have a real relationship because i think his religion and skin color, and my bad reputation. he says he just got outta relationship and doesnt want to get into another, but i know if i was lighter and same religion,then he\’d accept me more. hes sweet to me when i am with him and it kills me when we finish having sex and i have to leave. i see him maybe every few weeks. we get high and drunk and have sex in rooms. i feel like a whore, but i dnt have anybody else.
-nobody loves me
-im suicidal
-i\’ve overdosed a few times…last time got liver failure.
-i cry a lot and stay locked in room
-roommate disrespects me a lot and i get walked on
-i keep thinking of a time to commit suicide. i know that i will, i havent overdosed in a while, but i know its time.
-i\’ve tried many antidepressants, therapy, been to psych ward maybe 3-4 times (they strapped me to a chair there and stuck me w/ needle. they told me i could get things my dad brought for me, but then they took them and i got upset. i didnt hit anybody, i cried and yelled. they laughed at me while i struggled being tied up. it haunts me in my dreams being tied up….they just laughed at me.i am not dangerous because i dnt ever hurt others and only hurt myself).
-i really want to die, my brother was murdered couple of years ago and i wish i had been murdered. it was hard to finish college dealing with murder and i was anorexic and almost died myself.
-i was on drugs…crystal meth and it messed me up a lot
-im such a whore because i look for love and people use me and i let them
-i want to die so badly…i keep trying to hold on, but life gets worse

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Why Me

Well where to begin I’m 26 and married witch right now is the only thing going right for me.. We lost are house about 4 years ago do to bankrupt.. lost my job and couldent afford the bills. now we have rebuilt so we can buy another house well dosent it turn out credit is all messed up thanx to some guy in india who dosent understand english and spells my husbands name wrong like really you cant spell KEVIN!!!! so for months we have fought with the credit burrow to have it all changed… We get it all changed and things start to look up but when somthing goes up for us it falls right back down hard. Are puppy dies 1 in a million thing happens and a very very hefty vet bill later he leaves us… and now today we had another puppy and yesterday my poor baby falls down the stairs and broozed his lung and to passed away this morning!! I am so devistated I have no house no dog and now no money… it will take us about a year now to save up anuff money to put down for a down payment on a house if nothing els goes wrong in the meantime.. oh ya and where i live now break in’s stabbings drugs yay lets all go outside and play eh!

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FUCK My LIFE

My Life isnt So easy i am 15 and my mom and dad were married for 25 years until my dad cheated on my mom with 2 women my dad was the 1 in my family he made the most money 50.000$ a year and when he left my mom we have been poor i hate my school the teachers are FAGS and The Kids are bad they do drugs 1 kid always somkes on the bus and they make fun of me i hate all the smart kids that think they are so fucking great i only have 2 freinds my neighborhood sucks i cant go for a walk without getting offered drugs and my neighbor Is a fucking Ass FUCK My LIFE

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My life sucks so super hard!

I’m 24 and i’m 8k in debt, I just got married and all we do is sit around and watch E! or “I didn’t know I was pregnant”. I make 8.65 an hour and my wife lost her job. Thankfully we life in a mother in law room and share a house with a bitch who hates our guts because she can’t stand her own shitty life. I’ve never finished college and can’t get out the the hole of debt I’ve dug for myself and we can’t move because a studio near us is 1000 a month. My life sucks so super hard.

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getting screwed

Talk about life sucking. I loose 40% of my income. we make some budget choices. One of those being the Credit cards. Now I am paying TOP flippin dollar for a “debt solution” company, and ………… Phone calls - NEVER ENDING. - Paperwork, a mountain to climb thru and never see the top. - and now, sherrif at my door serving papers, and the “debt solution” company saying “what do you want us to do?” What the f is up with all these darn people stealing our money, and act like they are helping. The banks are Freezing our accounts. want to know what debt solutions has to say ? “make sure our money is in there” what the f? and what do I do now? ANYONE KNOW? anyone in the same position?

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My life sucks

I am an alcoholic
I am depressed
I am lonely
I have a little penis
I am jobless
I am broke
I don’t care

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fuck my life

Well, no girl well ever want me i asked one once and she said i was going to die alone witch is probly true. i have a lump on my back but cant afford the surgry my mom left and my dad hates me when i was little i slaped the teacher and got in HUGE trubble and had to tell my dad said “Hey you finaly got a pair”. and yes i am a bad speller anyways i look forward to reading the comments about how your life is great and how i should just kill my self now(im tinking about jumping from a bridge into trafic)so thats it.

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Sigh…

MY LIFE SUX!!! I suffer with depression and some sort of stomach problem. I was taking anti depressants, but went of them cold turkey and it screwed me over making me worse than ever. I’m always on edge and cry ever other day. I go to a psychologist, but its not helping me. No one seems to get that im suffering. I was raised with strong morals and my friends keep trying to change me…(take me to parties and such) I don’t want to do bad things, but for some reason I can’t say no. People walk all over me. Since my friends are bad influences I stopped talking to them and now I’m alone. My parents are divorced and my mom is sorta mental. I’m home alone most of the time and my family is super broke. Yesterday I turned 16. For my birthday…I stayed in bed and cry-ed. I’m doing school online since I was so depressed and sickly I left public school. I hate the way I look. Its hard 2 talk 2 my family…I don’t want 2 be depressed, but I just can’t seem to get better. My doctors can’t find whats wrong with my stomach. I’ve been suffering 4 over a year.

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dont give up! PLEASE!

Reading all theese posts about people wanting to kill themselves, makes me really depressed. I’ve been through some really bad things, but I never, ever gave up on life. someone, somewhere, will cry when you are gone. But please, just dont give up on life. Hold strong, and life will get better, I promise on my parents grave.
JUST PLEASE HOLD STRONG AND DONT GIVE UP ON LIFE, I’M BEGGING YOU.

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Why Me!?

Why The Freaking Hell is everyone trying SO FREAKING HARD!!!!! to change me what is wrong with who i am … i am a preachers Daughter and i grew up learning to cover myself and be nice and not to swear and to act appropriate …but no i have to swear and dress like a slut and be a bitch to everyone and i am sick and tired of it , its so gay!!!!!!! i just wanna shoot myself man , i find myself wanting to drink and do drugs and smoke and be bad to fit in and im trying so hard not to give into peer pressure!!! but dang its so hard!!! HELP!!!

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Why????

I was a very sheltered naive girl. Never got into trouble. All I wanted was to get married and start a family. Drive a mini van and pass out juice boxes… that kind of thing. I got pregnant by my very first boyfriend and everything changed. We got married when I was 17. Divorced a year later. He won custody of our baby boy for no reason other than the fact that he had a better lawyer. I hardly see my son now.

The I found someone new. We got married and had a daughter. I was so happy. Now I am pregnant a third time, but I’m not so happy.. My husband started calling off work all the time and we didn’t have enough money to pay the bills. (I work part time as well, but I only make minimum wage - not enough to pay bills)
We had a big argument about money and then finally I thought things were going to work out and my husband started going back to work again.

A week later he got fired. One week of thinking it was ok and now this. And it wasn’t even related to all the “calling off of work” …it was something really little and stupid. Now we have $300 left for the month and no way to pay our utilities, rent, or buy food.
We’ve applied for government aid.. but that that takes weeks.

Just when I thought things were fixed…
Why, God, why?

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