Life is getting to be more than I can take. I am going thru a divorce, after ten yrs he decides he does not want to have the responsibility of a wife and three kids. I lost our apt cause I couldn’t work because I am completely dependent on tramadol for my scoliosis and when I run out get so sick I can’t function. everything I have ever owned including so many precious family heirlooms and all my kids stuff was put into storage. He promised to pay it cause of our kids things and I thought he was until I letter telling me it was being auctioned the next week if I didn’t pay 1800. My children had to go live with my mom. now my oldest,12 is living w my ex who is just her stepdad so she can go to her school, shes very depressed cause she wants me there. My boyfriend I was staying w ended up punchin me in the jaw knocked out a tooth and burned all the photos I have left of my family cause I was w my little girls and got home late. I am now living w my mom and girls 6 and 8 and today I found out my ex went to jail for felony warrents and is saying my exbfrnd turned him in. his mom whom I loved more than anything called tonite and told my stepdad that they were gettin a restraining order on me and I was never to step foot in thier house again my child lives there for gods sake. I cant even talk to her today.Hard tellin what they have put her thru today as far as talkin bad about me. My stepdad decides cause of all thid drama he doesn’t want me stayin here cause he pays the bills and my mom don’t. But says I have to leave my girls here. He is an alcholic and has no driving due to 3 duis. He was so pissed and blaming everything in the world on me and took my moms car. he is also into smokin crack. never here i do know that for fact. if he gets picked up he is going to do 3 years they told him. I am so scared cause if he does I will be blamed for that. I just want to end it all.I think my kids would be better off w my mom cause I dont want them to be like me. I cant even hold a job and when i get like this i have been a cutter for as long as i remember. I have slit my wrists before they were all born and my hands are covered in scars. I even cut thru a tendon and had to have surgery. they see these everyday they think it was due to a car accident. Ive only cut twice in the past year. tonite i just want it to end i hurt so bad i had to cut and ended up having to go get stitches tonite. she bought new knives didn’t know they were that sharp. I had an overdose 8 years ago and would be dead if my ex was not a paramedic. I cant do this anymore. i need it to end.
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no house ,no car ,no money n now over 30 year old still don have any girl friend,all the support to have then i don have… what a fucking life |
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I don’t know where to start…. everything is pretty messed up right now. I’m having to repeat my first year at university because I screwed up on the first attempt, some of my classmates and teachers dislike me, I have no “real” friends, I have no money (I only have a week’s supply of food left), every job I apply to turns me down, my parents don’t care about what happens to me or anyone else because their own lives are really messed up, my grandfather died last month, I haven’t been eating properly for years and have dramatically lost weight, I haven’t left the house that I’m living at for a whole week… I feel so weak, purposeless and depressed and yet, I feel guilty that I’m even writing all this down when someone out there is probably far worse than I am. Why is life so hard? It beats you up so hard that you’re left with no strength to stay positive and keep going. You question, “When will things get better?” “If only things would just get better?” |
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I have lived with my sister for 4 years helping her take care of her three kids. They moved into a house where there is no room for me. I have no job, no car, no cell phone, no place to live, I dont even have $1 to buy a coke. I have no insurance and can’t go to the doctor or dentist. I have terrible excema that makes my whole body itch all day. My face looks like I have leprosy. I have a cavity that is killing me. I sleep on couches when I can. I am driving my brother’s old car that is going to break down any day. I am 32 years old and have no boyfriend or anyone that will even talk to me when they find out what a loser I am. I live out of plastic containers. I hate my life so much. |
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My life suck too, deal with it, if you find out how let me know. . . |
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hey there whoever happens 2 read this i think my life sucks but thats just me im 11 and i have ashma so i can’t play soccer ive also got ecema(a skin condition)and i didn’t take care of it so it got ou of hand, then i got an infection so i had 2 go on steroids which made me rlly hunngery therefor i gained alot of weirght i also got lazy and it kept happening again aand again and again and again see the picture and so i got depressed and i made an account on imvu the chat thing i luv it but i rely on it so much im scared 2 think ill have 2 get off of it sumday.ive been thro alot on there and i relised im bi.it also made me think about emo cause i ahve alot of emo friends on there i relised i thought about cutting myself bac in the 3rd grade and im now in the 6th grade and i rlly wanna b able 2 cut myself but i can’t im also thinking about droping my weight-the bad way-puking.im going2 try tho thats my story i hope u took the time 2 read this.if u ever wanna talk my e-mail is llizzie9990@hotmail.com |
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Im a junior in high school. I got my whole life ahead of me right? Wrong. And I know crap happens to good people, but why am i always tossed aside? ere’s my story.. Basketball is my life. Some people have boyfriends,etc. I have basketball. I have been playing for 10 years now and have ALWAYS dreamed of playing pro womens bball. In order to do that first you need to make it to a D1 college on a scholarship. Not bragging, i work my ass off, I have always been the best player on my team and the tallest. I scored 20 points a game. I was on my way to my dream. In 9th grade i changed schools to a better school. There was favoritism and i did not get picked for varsity. I didnt even start for jr.high. This is when my confidence started to drop. They played sucky girls before me. It made no sense. I felt like giving up,but I tried harder and got even better. The next year they only put me on JV, a huge insult. Once again girls who sucked played before me and to top it off I was injured 4 times. I had enoug, so I went back to my old school this year. So far I am a JV starter and barely play varsity. I am a junior. I only have 2 years left of high school to get a scholarship and I dont even start on varsity! I can see if i sucked but I am the best one!! I dont get it. And to top it off they have this chubby freshman in my spot an varsity. Shes only in 9th freakin grade n she gets to start varsity! I am WAY better than her. What the hell?!? Now I feel my lifetime dream slipping away. So MY LIFE FREAKIN SUCKS!! |
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My life really sucks cause my husband commited suicide on october 31st 2009. He ruined my life and our kids too. We have 4 small children and he was only 29 when he died. I never even saw it coming, (meaning any signs). It just sucks, everyday my hubby told me and showed how much he loved me and then because he was drunk and got into a fight with his brother he committed suicide. I want to believe it was an accident but only he knows and he is gone. everyday is a struggle to get through without him. My life truley sucks big time!!!!! |
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i am tired of my life everything goes wrong…..no matter how hard i try i fail |
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I was only 9 when I got raped by my step-dad. My mom was at work and he came with me to my room. He undressed and made me do the same. He forced it in. Hard and fast. He did it over and over. |
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Well, it all started one weekend I was at my boyfriends house. His parents were gone for a week so we were just there hanging out. Then, I had to go pee. I went to the bathroom and sat down. I was off my period. YAY! I came out and he was horny. Now three months I’m pregnant. My parents still don’t know. I’m married now (I’m 16) and pregnant. LESSON: USE TROJON CONDOMS!!! |
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I am in debt haha. not good. im 18 and this all started when i was working at pizza hut. waitressing is the worst job in the world cuz people treat u like a survent just to say. anyways this guy asked me for my number and we started hangin out. it turns out he lied alot cuz later i found out he was a 25 year old illegal immigrant from mexico. so funny but no, then one day he’s all im goin to louisiana to be with my wife and son. i dont know why the fuck i was even with him cuz now i feel gross. i think cuz he was really hot and nice.:) my sister was pissed cuz she wanted him but mwuhahaha yeah i need to stop smokin weed…back on track here people. but the thing is a month later i found out i was pregnant. “good damb it nic why?” is what i thought to myself. but woohooo then i had a miscarriage. i mean i would love my kid but it wasn’t supose to happen. but the shitty thing is i got an MIP when i was with him and its really expensive!!!! then i got two speeding tickets cuz im a dooshbag! i like to drive fast and so do my friends its great fun….but okay back to it. I got depressed after he left me and started doing drugs quit my job at pizza hut and started forging my parents checks. seriously i can write there names exactly perfect. but i owe them like 2,000 dollars so yeah i think im goin to jail. No haha im not the parents forgave me but they REALLYYYY hate me!!!!!!!!!! my sibs hate me cuz i fight w/ them. my lil sis J and i got in a fist fight the other day it was like insane. but i feel bad cuz im alot taller than her and i lift weights and run. so i really hurt her with my strongness. but im goin to college next year. i just wanna be happy. and that guy i was speaking of the mexican dude well now he is calling my friend. shes not really my friend cuz shes a bitch face but yah she likes to hurt my feelings but i could kick her ass. haha just kidding im really a peaceful person:) really…people call me the hippie child. yeah im bored and this is my life so read it beautiful people:) yeah the bitch face friend stepped on my laptop and broke it and won’t pay for it. im afraid to tell the parents cuz i owe them so much money all ready. im so scared…:( yeah i no other peoples lifes are way worse!!! cuz people die and what not and i feel soooooo bad for u.!! but hey i got a job today and im goin to pay back my parents cuz i love them!! and stop doin drugs w/ my friends. stop hangin out w/ those friends actually. i wanna live good and have a huge manchine that i live in w/ tons of rooms and a pool w/ a groto:) maybe i will become the drug dealer instead…hehe no im kidding!! seriously tho if people think there life sucks try this it really helps!! pop in the movie Step Brothers watch it u will laugh for hours. i could die from it from laughing. i just wanna give every sad person in this world a HUGE HUG!! and who ever that was that wrote about the living in the small house.. my god i feel 4 u brother! no fricken way can i stand to be w/ my parentos and sibs in a cooped up lil trailer no f’en way man i won’t do it. seriously move outa there! go to the police and tell them to help u out. Peace and love-moonshine |
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I’m turning 25. I’ve done everything I was supposed to do in my life. I stayed in school, I got good grades. I enlisted in the Air Force for 4 years, and I started going to college after my military service ended. Of course, I can’t get a job. 4 years of experience and a security clearance isn’t enough. I’m stuck living with my dad, and he hates me. My whole family is completely embarrassed, so I’ve shut myself off from them all. The one friend I did have was going through the exact same situation until he got kicked out of his mom’s house, and I haven’t talked to him in months. I did everything life says you’re supposed to do. I played by the rules. I followed the directions. I worked hard. And all it got me was enough unemployment benefits to pay a portion of my father’s rent for the last 2 years. This is the American Dream on display, kids. Work hard, do your best, and you’ll fail miserably! |
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I thought my like sucked until I started reading all the entries. Wow, thanks for helping me get my perspective back. Each of you need to read the entries on this page until you find a couple of people whose life is worst than yours. If you read with an open mind your sure to find a couple. There is hope. |
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all of you onthis site think you have it bad, im 17 fat, ugly, small dick, never had any kind of relationship with a girl let alone kiss a girl, have shitty parents and family, everyone knows my father cheats never went to a party dont really have any friends get mediocre grades at school have insomnia due to anxiety, identity crisis because i’m mixed with indian and black and cant seem to fit in with either group |
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well i just graduated from highschool and nothing seems to be going right. I have no clue what i want to do or be. I havent chosen or finished signng up for a university yet. my parents and i have trouble getting along so im looking for a place of my own but havent been able to get a new job yet. real recently one of my few best friends stopped talking to me over a real stupid incident. And too top it off a girl i liked and i think liked and does like me. i put off asking her out for too long of a time and when i finally did she said shed go out with me but i havent heard back from her and i think i may never see her again before she goes off to school around the world. leaving me to wonder how she felt and me feeling jus bad that i didnt ask her sooner |
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ok so here goes….. |
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My life has never been a great one. My parents split when I was 3. My mom was never there for me, neither was my dad, and my brother is just a d*ck. I basically grew up on my own and I was alright with that UNTIL my mom started going blind. She was always depressed and taking EVERYTHING out on me. We literally HATE eachother. I became really depressed and started smoking weed and tried commiting suicide a few times. Then I met this guy who was and still is my everything. He helped me up when I was down. He is the only person I can truly turn too. The only person I really love and care about in this chaotic world.. But then my mom decided to move and I lost EVERYTHING. I can’t see the only person I care about. I’d give anything just to see him.. But I’ve gotten everything taken away from me in a single instant and now I’m just a complete disaster. But what’s really fkd is that my mom never told me we were moving until we two weeks before we moved. I hate her.. She ruined everything. |
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My mom and dad r divorced. I live with my dad(Idk why? i hate him) and his gf and hig gf’s sis. I hate his gf very much.My dad is always yelling at me and stuff.Plus my body is unhealthy but not tht much and i have an acne face. I LOVE MY MOM. shes the best. My dad i ahte him. He is not there for me hes only after hos and slut.And only worries about money but hey he spends in on the ho and not ojn his own daughter. Wow wat a dad! he should jus die. Really |
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My life simply sucks… I’m 18 years old and I had a wonderful, loving family. Note the word “had”. Things aren’t that well anymore. My mom and dad started to hate each other for a reason they haven’t told me. They argue every day, shouting insult at each other. It seems that they haven’t planned on taking a divorce, yet. My brother is emotionally very sensitive, and he said he couldn’t take the fact that our close family was falling apart, and ended up committing suicide… That was too much for my mom to take, and she became mentally weak and ill… Now my dad has to work all day long to cover up my moms medical costs. Don’t know how long he’ll continue on doing that… My friends started to avoid me, and my sweet girlfriend dumped me saying: “I don’t want to be involved in all this craziness.” Those words really hurt me… She promised to be there for me during dark times but… Now I’m deeply depressed and don’t know what to do… |
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