I am the last person who actually has a decent idea of my own meaning to life. Most people are savage, passive, etc. There are people who don\’t have their own interpretation of life. If i were to ask a typical college student, he or she would say \”the meaning of life is to have fun\” or \”sex, drinking, and weed\” or worse \”finding true love.\” What a joke. Life is about having fun!? No. There is more to it that that. Sex, drinking, and weed? Seriously, all three of those are for the commoner. Those who drink and smoke weed are just slaves to society. People who have sex are slaves to their primative heritage. I am not a hypocrite. I\’ve done none of these. And finding true love? Please. Love does not exist in this world. People only feel lust. The idea behind love is that it isn\’t really what people interpret it to be. People say Love is about caring for someone more than you care for yourself (which is bullshit, like anyone is capable of doing that). The real meaning of love is where two specimen find another partner worth mating and creating offspring. That\’s what it is. It\’s a disguised version of natures way of selecting a mate. No more, no less. For me. I don\’t love anyone. I find life lacking beauty completely. Beauty can not be seen in reality. It can only be seen beyond our senses. Relationships people have… MEANINGLESS. They claim that their relationship is based off love. but love isn\’t real. And I say, relationships in general are meaningless.
I\’m not even close to being done. I was just covering up examples. People lack character. They disguise their true self through drugs, lies, alcohol, etc. They act outside their true personality to \”get laid\” or \”fit in.\” It just shows how fake people really are. I have yet to see one person who\’s life isn\’t completely influenced by society\’s \”norms.\” It makes me sick.
Now. You might be wondering. \”well, what makes you think you are any different from everyone else?\” That\’s a good question.
I\’m different because I know my true self. I am selfish and I love to see others suffer. Why? Personally I think deep down everyone wants to see people suffer, but because society \”norms\” prohibit this, it\’s only obvious that someone wouldn\’t admit to it. I don\’t listen to people\’s opinions of me. I don\’t give into drugs and sex. I cannot be corrupt. My parents raised me just like every normal parent has, yet I do not submit myself to social norms. Now this personality i have is way beyond social norms. But I live it. My personality makes me who I am.
Thought I was done? Just scratching the surface.
I decided to split society into two groups:
Primitive and non-primitive.
I am non-primitive. Non-primitive people are independent. They do not submit themselves to society. Their lives are not run by these norms. They do not submit themselves to the temptations of pimitive desires, like sex, drugs, alcohol.
Primitive people are the opposite. They give into those temptations and become corruptable.
Now, I\’m not saying either class is smarter than the other. But one is clearly the path everyone should take. If it was up to be I would have killed off these primitive people.
Done? Nope.
I live my life alone. I rarely speak with anyone because they are just slaves to society. I speak with my professors (I\’m a math major) about interesting topics the branch off the main discussion. Now some of you will argue that this makes me a slave to society. This is false. I am a slave of my own obsession with phenomena. But I would rather be a slave of obsession than a slave of something meaningless like a society. I enjoy living on my own. In a way I feel that I am the last person alive. Everyone around me is a slave to society, it\’s almost as if society itself is a being of its own. Think of it this way. \”People\” are constructed by millions of cells. But society is another being that is constructed off people. It just shows how little people really are when society is the real specimen of interest. I am proud to not be a part of this specimen. Compared to everyone else, I am a God.
Not done yet!
most people live meaningless lives. They have meaningless relationships, are incapable of self reflection or self analysis, are part of a meaningless society.
What about friends? Do i have any?
No. I have none. I refuse to be involved with those who are slaves to society.
Does my life suck?
No. If anything, I am the last person who has a life…my life. Everyone else is a small part of society\’s life. But this site is called, \”Life sucks.\” I disagree. Life (being only my life because I\’m the only person who does in fact have a life) is good. I think they should change the site name to society sucks. Because everyone else\’s \”life\” is influenced by society. But really society takes a life of its own. But the description of the life of society would have so many contradtictions, because it is based off of many religions, money, sub categories of society, etc. It\’s just impossible to piece society together.
Hopes for the future?
The only hope i have left is to destroy society. If somehow I find that I am some God, I will use my powers to kill everyone. Society is based off people. With no people society lacks a basis. Society itself will crash and die. Then I will be the last person standing. I will call myself, God of the New World.
Comments?
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Summary?
People live meaningless lives. They are slaves to society. Love isn\’t real. In the end I am supreme and it would be fitting for me to be the God of the New World.
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