My life is fucked.
I have no idea what I am doing.
I can’t find any girl that understands me, the last one that I fell in love with left the country without knowing how I felt because I was too stupid to tell her my true feelings.
Every girl I have met since her can’t live up, and I live with the feeling that I fucked up the best thing to ever happen to me.
I work a shitty job that I hate, that makes me dumber as each day passes, and that pays me too much to leave.
A huge debt that holds me back.
I live in a nice house in a shitty neighbourhood, have aquired most anything I have wanted yet nothing seems to be enough.
Maybe my life is great but my head is fucked but I can’t seem to tell the difference.
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i no how you feel. i went through that to.. a lad i loved left and went to saudi and so i couldnt tell him and i miss him so much and now he has a new girlfriend. and i didnt no what to do. i guess i havent atullary got over it but i am getting there and i think you just need to let go slowly.. the hurting will stop but it may take awhile. you will find someone. and if you dont want to go after her.. call her write to her anything just if you dont want to leave her get her back tell her..