My Life Sucks - Big Time … !

You know how people say that God never gives you more then you can handle well sometimes I beg to differ. Lets see here a couple of years ago I got charged with a hit and run n couldn’t drive for a year; my dad tells me not to so much get a speeding ticket in the next like three years…. What do I do get a DUI. So there goes $1500 for a lawyer and who knows what else after I go to court here in a month.Then i was out with these guys and we hit some ice and got into an accident and I had to go to the ER and get 18 stiches. Also I couldn’t remember the last time I had a period and went in and turns out I’m pregnant and am due in April turns out I’m already at 27 weeks. Now I have no idea what I should do I can’t throw more shit at my parents and I can’t have a kid. but when you can actually see your kid and can feel it kicking how do you just get an abortion; by the way it’s a boy…. I am completely lost and don’t know what to do. And to top it all off the guy that I thought it was; there is no way it could be his cause I wasn’t talking to him at the time so now I have no idea. All I want to do is drink and pretend this isn’t real but turns out I’m pregnant. Life sucks…