hey there whoever happens 2 read this i think my life sucks but thats just me im 11 and i have ashma so i can’t play soccer ive also got ecema(a skin condition)and i didn’t take care of it so it got ou of hand, then i got an infection so i had 2 go on steroids which made me rlly hunngery therefor i gained alot of weirght i also got lazy and it kept happening again aand again and again and again see the picture and so i got depressed and i made an account on imvu the chat thing i luv it but i rely on it so much im scared 2 think ill have 2 get off of it sumday.ive been thro alot on there and i relised im bi.it also made me think about emo cause i ahve alot of emo friends on there i relised i thought about cutting myself bac in the 3rd grade and im now in the 6th grade and i rlly wanna b able 2 cut myself but i can’t im also thinking about droping my weight-the bad way-puking.im going2 try tho thats my story i hope u took the time 2 read this.if u ever wanna talk my e-mail is llizzie9990@hotmail.com
Monthly Archive for December, 2009
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the lack of it. my parents didn’t give me ANYTHING this christmas. not even a card, or a hug. |
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today i was kiking by self and kiked my boobs |
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Well my parents never really established a place to live where there child would be born, grow up and finich school and stuff, well that happyy normal crap just never happened to me. I spent my years moving through continent to other to know i have lived in Africa, Europe and America… Everybody think I should be happy, I have money, house, and a family… Well thats crap, Im not happy not att all. my parents seem to be some control freaks who want me to be the perfect child, with the perfect hear and perfect shoes, I know people are |
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Im a junior in high school. I got my whole life ahead of me right? Wrong. And I know crap happens to good people, but why am i always tossed aside? ere’s my story.. Basketball is my life. Some people have boyfriends,etc. I have basketball. I have been playing for 10 years now and have ALWAYS dreamed of playing pro womens bball. In order to do that first you need to make it to a D1 college on a scholarship. Not bragging, i work my ass off, I have always been the best player on my team and the tallest. I scored 20 points a game. I was on my way to my dream. In 9th grade i changed schools to a better school. There was favoritism and i did not get picked for varsity. I didnt even start for jr.high. This is when my confidence started to drop. They played sucky girls before me. It made no sense. I felt like giving up,but I tried harder and got even better. The next year they only put me on JV, a huge insult. Once again girls who sucked played before me and to top it off I was injured 4 times. I had enoug, so I went back to my old school this year. So far I am a JV starter and barely play varsity. I am a junior. I only have 2 years left of high school to get a scholarship and I dont even start on varsity! I can see if i sucked but I am the best one!! I dont get it. And to top it off they have this chubby freshman in my spot an varsity. Shes only in 9th freakin grade n she gets to start varsity! I am WAY better than her. What the hell?!? Now I feel my lifetime dream slipping away. So MY LIFE FREAKIN SUCKS!! |
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I have been trying so hard to get good grades in school and now I am a senior at college, about to graduate next semester with an excellent GPA. I had recently had a final interview with one company. They were supposed to call me yesterday, but they didn’t, so I contacted them. They told me that it is taking more time for the decision making. I contacted the other guy who had a same interview and he told me that they have already offered him the position last Saturday. I have just set it up the goal. I will make myself successful and I will destroy that company in the future. I will take all of their clients away and make them regret about their decision of not hiring me. I felt that I was smarter than the other guy they hired, but oh well.. I lost some beliefs in myself. I thought I would deserve something better than this from all the efforts that I made through my life. |
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