My Life Sucks - Big Time … !

I am in debt haha. not good. im 18 and this all started when i was working at pizza hut. waitressing is the worst job in the world cuz people treat u like a survent just to say. anyways this guy asked me for my number and we started hangin out. it turns out he lied alot cuz later i found out he was a 25 year old illegal immigrant from mexico. so funny but no, then one day he’s all im goin to louisiana to be with my wife and son. i dont know why the fuck i was even with him cuz now i feel gross. i think cuz he was really hot and nice.:) my sister was pissed cuz she wanted him but mwuhahaha yeah i need to stop smokin weed…back on track here people. but the thing is a month later i found out i was pregnant. “good damb it nic why?” is what i thought to myself. but woohooo then i had a miscarriage. i mean i would love my kid but it wasn’t supose to happen. but the shitty thing is i got an MIP when i was with him and its really expensive!!!! then i got two speeding tickets cuz im a dooshbag! i like to drive fast and so do my friends its great fun….but okay back to it. I got depressed after he left me and started doing drugs quit my job at pizza hut and started forging my parents checks. seriously i can write there names exactly perfect. but i owe them like 2,000 dollars so yeah i think im goin to jail. No haha im not the parents forgave me but they REALLYYYY hate me!!!!!!!!!! my sibs hate me cuz i fight w/ them. my lil sis J and i got in a fist fight the other day it was like insane. but i feel bad cuz im alot taller than her and i lift weights and run. so i really hurt her with my strongness. but im goin to college next year. i just wanna be happy. and that guy i was speaking of the mexican dude well now he is calling my friend. shes not really my friend cuz shes a bitch face but yah she likes to hurt my feelings but i could kick her ass. haha just kidding im really a peaceful person:) really…people call me the hippie child. yeah im bored and this is my life so read it beautiful people:) yeah the bitch face friend stepped on my laptop and broke it and won’t pay for it. im afraid to tell the parents cuz i owe them so much money all ready. im so scared…:( yeah i no other peoples lifes are way worse!!! cuz people die and what not and i feel soooooo bad for u.!! but hey i got a job today and im goin to pay back my parents cuz i love them!! and stop doin drugs w/ my friends. stop hangin out w/ those friends actually. i wanna live good and have a huge manchine that i live in w/ tons of rooms and a pool w/ a groto:) maybe i will become the drug dealer instead…hehe no im kidding!! seriously tho if people think there life sucks try this it really helps!! pop in the movie Step Brothers watch it u will laugh for hours. i could die from it from laughing. i just wanna give every sad person in this world a HUGE HUG!! and who ever that was that wrote about the living in the small house.. my god i feel 4 u brother! no fricken way can i stand to be w/ my parentos and sibs in a cooped up lil trailer no f’en way man i won’t do it. seriously move outa there! go to the police and tell them to help u out. Peace and love-moonshine