Monthly Archive for August, 2009

Killing in the name of love

There are times when in our heart we know the right thing to do…
We don’t really think what’s in it for us? or what repercussions be…
we just do…coz that can make a world of difference in someone’s life…
maybe not ours…but “someone”…that ’someone’ who means a world to us…
You’ve been selfless in your deeds…and your faith intact to help out that “special” person
You sacrifice…you bleed…you plead…trying to identify the creed..which is however no where engraved.

You took her hand…and assured her that you gonna make everything all right
You took your heart out and gave it to her sayin “Baby…this one’s for you…never break it”
And then time turns the tide around… you see your emotions were traded with something else.
That “something else” was more important to that other person…u cried from the inside..
But assured your self “If that is what makes my baby happy…I’ll find peace in that”

And then from a new end with a new resolution you start fighting again…
A fight for truth…honesty and above all to keep ya baby safe…
thinking “my baby” is too innocent to understand the “politics of life”…
you were selfless then…your love is selfless now…its a hard way now
there aint no way you can get into someone’s mind and make them realise…

But you kept your goodness alive….protecting your ‘baby’ like some guardian angel…
the cult of wolf is within you…re-assuring and fighting a fight which people will never know
in the end what all this world will say is “dude…you made it all look like hell..but it wasn’t”
they bloody didn’t knew…and you fuckin not answerable to em’…those who seek..finds the truth.

And then one fine day…you see some warriors coming your way…giving you your much deserved accolade…
you can see in the eyes of your sweetheart….she did something she shouldn’t have done
You hear the words of those “warriors” appreciating the bravery put forward….
they’ll never know the price…and better will be never to tell them…or infact anyone coz no one will understand…whats the worth of some emotion you tell??

and then when you turn around and you can see your sweetheart realizing the mistakes…
which turned into atrocities…and you convince your self by thinking “baby is a baby too innocent to understand the shady part”…

And then when the bloody battle is over…(mind it for the people) you still on front…
and you ready to take on the another wave…you turn around and say….
“I just wanted to see you happy…you go..be safe…soon we’ll meet and never be apart”
another wave…another blow…fuck em all…you keep moving

In the end you got what was promised to you by the “Mightiest of all” (find the cliché or ask me)
and then fine day…you go back…go back to see the love of your life…
for whom no pain of yours is greater than her happiness….
with arms wide open you make your gesture clear…
And then “Slashhhh!….a dagger passes nicely through your back”
Damn…you turn around to see who did it…
And “Khaccchhhh! another dagger deep into your heart”
You couldn’t believe what your eyes made you see….

“Sure she wasn’t a baby anymore”….you sighed and told your self
on your knees taking your final rest…you look up to her…and all you can do is just smile
and this closes ‘a chapter’ of your life

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I am in debt haha. not good. im 18 and this all started when i was working at pizza hut. waitressing is the worst job in the world cuz people treat u like a survent just to say. anyways this guy asked me for my number and we started hangin out. it turns out he lied alot cuz later i found out he was a 25 year old illegal immigrant from mexico. so funny but no, then one day he’s all im goin to louisiana to be with my wife and son. i dont know why the fuck i was even with him cuz now i feel gross. i think cuz he was really hot and nice.:) my sister was pissed cuz she wanted him but mwuhahaha yeah i need to stop smokin weed…back on track here people. but the thing is a month later i found out i was pregnant. “good damb it nic why?” is what i thought to myself. but woohooo then i had a miscarriage. i mean i would love my kid but it wasn’t supose to happen. but the shitty thing is i got an MIP when i was with him and its really expensive!!!! then i got two speeding tickets cuz im a dooshbag! i like to drive fast and so do my friends its great fun….but okay back to it. I got depressed after he left me and started doing drugs quit my job at pizza hut and started forging my parents checks. seriously i can write there names exactly perfect. but i owe them like 2,000 dollars so yeah i think im goin to jail. No haha im not the parents forgave me but they REALLYYYY hate me!!!!!!!!!! my sibs hate me cuz i fight w/ them. my lil sis J and i got in a fist fight the other day it was like insane. but i feel bad cuz im alot taller than her and i lift weights and run. so i really hurt her with my strongness. but im goin to college next year. i just wanna be happy. and that guy i was speaking of the mexican dude well now he is calling my friend. shes not really my friend cuz shes a bitch face but yah she likes to hurt my feelings but i could kick her ass. haha just kidding im really a peaceful person:) really…people call me the hippie child. yeah im bored and this is my life so read it beautiful people:) yeah the bitch face friend stepped on my laptop and broke it and won’t pay for it. im afraid to tell the parents cuz i owe them so much money all ready. im so scared…:( yeah i no other peoples lifes are way worse!!! cuz people die and what not and i feel soooooo bad for u.!! but hey i got a job today and im goin to pay back my parents cuz i love them!! and stop doin drugs w/ my friends. stop hangin out w/ those friends actually. i wanna live good and have a huge manchine that i live in w/ tons of rooms and a pool w/ a groto:) maybe i will become the drug dealer instead…hehe no im kidding!! seriously tho if people think there life sucks try this it really helps!! pop in the movie Step Brothers watch it u will laugh for hours. i could die from it from laughing. i just wanna give every sad person in this world a HUGE HUG!! and who ever that was that wrote about the living in the small house.. my god i feel 4 u brother! no fricken way can i stand to be w/ my parentos and sibs in a cooped up lil trailer no f’en way man i won’t do it. seriously move outa there! go to the police and tell them to help u out. Peace and love-moonshine

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