ok so here goes…..
when i was 14 my boyfriend had sex with me and got me pegnent and then left me.i still have not heard from him. one of my best friends tried killing herself.it didnt work. i come home eberyday to find my rent fighting over dumb things,and last firday my 200 dallor mp3 player got stolen. i meet this guy who keeps telling me that life will only get better,and its goten worse.earlier today i was going to a party and when i got there, no one was there because it was poring,the party was inside.i toke a bus there.i was in the middle of nowhere. when i tried to call someone i had no bars. i was walking down the road no the rain tring ti get some bars,i had gone 3 miles,then my phone batterie died. i had to walk anouther 4 miles to get to a gas sation.when i got there it was closed. i walked anouther 7 miles to the next one,when i fanally got home i was yellied at for geting home so late.my rents didnt let my say anything.when i tried saying sometjing my dad got mad,really mad and broke a vase.i hate my life.
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heyy darling
i know u prob feel like shit right now but i was in the same situation as u are now ok.. but instead of a boyfriend gettin me pregnat my dad did (he used to rape me) just imagine how bad it was for me to go to school when every1 knew (i still dont know how it got out)… a really good mate gave me gud advice he sed that look ahead look into the future dream of what life has ahead of you… its hard i know but if u just set goals for each week (e.g i set a goal to run every mornin for a week and that helped me heaps cos it clears ur mind out)mayb u should set a goal like not goin to any partys for a month just let you mind clear out… life sucks and yes i know whats it like to feel worthless but trust me the world is big and u have all ur life to explore it
hang in there hun
xx
FluroYellowPants