My Life Sucks - Big Time … !

well, my dad turned out to be a great grandfather. my daughter adored him, which was helpful, since her father is a giant losser! he was working on his phd when we got married, then he started using meth, and has never put down the pipe! when he started hitting me i left. then his family blamed me for his ‘depression’ they were too stupid to see he was on drugs….everything was my fault. needless to say my daughter has had limited contact with her father’s family. of course her father hasn’t paid a dime of child support! i have supported her 100% for the last 11 years. the 3 years before that he worked for 1 1/2 years, and we were on welfare the other 1 1/2 years. she just graduated jr hi. he didnt even freaking get her a card!!!! i can’t belive what a freaking losser he is, he can afford cigs, and let me pay for his dinner after the grad ceremony, and i didn’t even realize he didn’t even get her a card until a couple of days later! I haven’t mentioned it to her, trying not to put energy into his pathetic excuses for parenting.