more miserableness

well my dad passed away a year ago come the 7th, after a quick illness. i still can\’t believe it all happened. i tried my hardest to keep it together all this time. i have no one. just my daughter, and i don\’t feel it\’s fair to lay all of this on her. my mom\’s whole family fell off the face of the earth within a 3 year period. my dad\’s family are all money hungry, all they wanted to know, after he died was who was going to get what! he didn\’t have much…they even wanted one of his trees cut down so, get this, so they could carve a totum pole…give me a break! a totum pole, really! it\’s weird to think of myself as an orphan, when I\’m a grown adult, but that\’s truely how i feel….completely alone! if anything ever happened to my daughter i would loose my mind!

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1 Response to “more miserableness”


  1. 1 FluroYellowPants

    hey darl
    losing a loved one is hard im only 17 and my mother has lost her family in a car crash and what makes it worse was my mum was behind them when they crashed… she had to do CPR on her farther till the ambo came (every1 else was squished) but he didnt pull through… it was had goin to the funeral for all of them (my mums mum,dad and sister) and i feel my mums pain but shes still got us and the other day i almost did suicide and she stoped me cos she didnt want to go through all that again and i understand y she sed that because when i was about 10 my older brother (gary) was in america and he got hit by a car i can member cryin for weeks and week cos i wasss soooo attatched to him… but time does heal thing (i still cry sometimes but its not bad) but my point is that as long as u have ur daughter u have suport. GO OUT MEET NEW PPL that what my mum did and its helped her heaps :]
    im sorry for what happened hun
    but always tink of the future cos there always is one ;]
    good luck
    xx
    FluroYellowPants

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