My Life Sucks - Big Time … !

My life has never been a great one. My parents split when I was 3. My mom was never there for me, neither was my dad, and my brother is just a d*ck. I basically grew up on my own and I was alright with that UNTIL my mom started going blind. She was always depressed and taking EVERYTHING out on me. We literally HATE eachother. I became really depressed and started smoking weed and tried commiting suicide a few times. Then I met this guy who was and still is my everything. He helped me up when I was down. He is the only person I can truly turn too. The only person I really love and care about in this chaotic world.. But then my mom decided to move and I lost EVERYTHING. I can’t see the only person I care about. I’d give anything just to see him.. But I’ve gotten everything taken away from me in a single instant and now I’m just a complete disaster. But what’s really fkd is that my mom never told me we were moving until we two weeks before we moved. I hate her.. She ruined everything.