My Life Sucks - Big Time … !

i have moved every two years since i was 3 my dads never been there and i dont know my mom. ive lived with all my family memebers im now 19 and i have nothing i got married at 18 and then he got locked up for a sex offense charge. every relatioonship ive been in doesnt work and everything i do i seem to make it fail i dont have a job no money got kicked out of my parents house so staying with a friend and everyday seems to get worse i dont want to kill myself i just want to have things get better