life, i try so hard to just forgive,but… i was married 15 yrs. when lost my healthy son to suicide age 13, had to go on two more kids 14 and 8,husband was getting very mean, told i should leave, lost trust of son’s, husband lies, house is forclosed, get divorced , 3 days later he is gay moving partner in to home, he has a bad record, children move with me,can’t support them like they are use to, very deprressed, still trying, i still have to be blammed… can i take much more??? why can’t he leave me alone? want to be happy, want kids happy, they don’t even remember….
Monthly Archive for March, 2009
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Had a great life until I was 16. At that point my parents divorced because dad was an alcoholic-had been, we just didn’t know it until he lost his job due to drinkin on the job. At 18 dad drank himself to death & mom was diagnosed with cancer. At 24 mom died of cancer & I inherited nothing except my kid sister, whom I raised & is STILL living with me-mom left everything to my grandmother. At 31 my grandmother agreed to sell me her house. 2 weeks before closing on the sale gram decided she wanted more money. After a year & half lawsuit I finally got the house & my whore of a grandmother got the $22,000 she wanted. Due to the economy I lost my lucrative job & am now working 16 hours days so I can keep the house. Not that it matters anyway, my boyfriend is so jealous that I can’t do anything but work without him accusing me of cheating. I have $40,000 in credit card debt & am goin thru credit counseling, which gave me bad credit. My car is 6 yrs old & about to die & I can’t get a new one because I have no credit. So…I have no parents, no family, no freedom, no money & nothing to look forward to except death because then I can finally relax. oh yeah…& I am fat! |
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My Life Sucks. Really. To start off my grandparents are dying, my aunts going bankrupt, my uncles brother is in critical condition in hospital, My pet dies, i broke up with my girlfriend after 2 year beacuse im secretly in love with my best friend who kissed me when we were drunk but is ashamed of it but pretends to not remember but i can tell, my neighbour just died of cancer and now a junkie anti-social couple are moving in, we cant pay the bills or barely have enuff to pay for food, im failing my exams and oh ye.. ive been told theres a chance of genetic breast cancer. yay. and all of this was in the space of 2 weeks. So yup. my life sucks. |
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