What is this?…depression again?
Why am I lying here on my bed in my dark room?
Why do I feel phobic and can’t step out of the house?
Why do I hate every poeple?
Why can’t i just be happy?
why?…..I tell you why… Cuz I have deep depression! It took over my life since i can remember.. I can’t control my feelings.. I keep crying for nothing. I can’t do anything!!.. I’m young and i’m blocked from being alive! I’m young and i’m living it under a shell!!…My life so suck I could just kill someone for a better one. I don’t have a job, cuz i hate everything and i can’t stop that feeling… I don’t have friends, cuz they would avoid me since i’m so down..i’m no fun. I don’t have anybody who loves me…because i’m ME.
I can’t take this anymore….
My life Suck, i’d rather die.
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I am sorry man, that your life sucks so much. There are times when I feel almost the same way. Altough I beliave I have learned to get rid of that feeling and go for what I like doing. Check the movie “The Yes Man” and you may understand what I am saying. After sometime I learned that I have the power to change the things around me and if they don’t want to change I would still try. God has helped me in those times. He will help you too. I hope you feel better and that things start changing for you. I’ ll keep you in my prayers and you’ll see God will help too.
Opacheco
Here’s another good movie. Check out “Into the Wild.” The soundtrack is also good. It picked me up when I was down.
i have been in your shoes, even worse. i am manic bipolar, ocd, anxiety disorder and panic disorder. i used to think medicine was not the key, but, she finally decided to put me on lithium. it is excellant. i am 21 and been on meds since i was 8, this is the first time medicine has ever worked, along with therapy of course. now, it has many many side effects, but i only experience 3 of them, and they are not serious at all, but if u have a dr. talk to them about lithium therapy.