My Life Sucks - Big Time … !

I am so stressed. I have bills coming up on my ass that’s all over 3 months late. I’ve been working since I was 10 years old. At 10 I worked over at the farm all the way until 18. After 18 I got a job as a waitress where people can treat you like crap because they think that they can. I went to school and didn’t have a good grade to keep going. So ended up working the crappy job. I’ve been in debt ever since I was 17 and still is. I’m working two jobs now and finally get a chance to go back to school but had to take a school loan and I’m pretty sure after I’m done, they’ll be up in my ass also. I have at least $20,000 in debt and I’m 24. I’ve been applying for loans to try to consolidate my bills but they all always end up denying me anyways. Done all the credit counseling and debt consolidation programs and none works. I had someone who was helping me which is my boyfriend but than he just got laid off in october so I’ve been struggling with all of this for a couple of months. He has been applying for jobs like crazy but knowing where I live, no one is hiring. I also live in my parents basement. They don’t want to help me with anything because everytime they do, they will never let you forget plus they never helped me from day one anyways… that’s why I worked ever since I was 10. But now I am just so stressed about everything, I tried so hard to try to get life back to normal and everytime I think it’s working out, things just fall apart for me. I am so ashamed of all of my bills.