My Life Sucks - Big Time … !

I can sympathize with the comments from the guy earlier. I’m similar to him… just the nice guy that girls like, but dont wanna sleep with. I have tons of friends that are girls, but never girlfriends… I’m 38, live at home and have had sex with 1 girl my whole life… that’s right ONE(only dated for about a month). Over the past 10 years I’ve spent about $30,000 in strip clubs. stupid, stupid, stupid. My logic is: sure, I can see free porn everyday on the internet, but to get beyond the 1 dimensional and get to see tits and pussy, might as well go to a tittie bar cause I dont get it anywhere else… Might as well put my $$ down the toilet cause I dont see it anymore and I dont get anything special benefits there… that’s all I’ll spare you for now…