My Life Sucks - Big Time … !

I am stuck between a rock and a hard place! My wife always has an excuse on why she doesn’t want to have sex with me. Oral sex, forget about it. I get so mad at night that I literally want to leace the house and pick up a ramdom fluzy. I have no problems picking up chicks but my conscience is a convicting hawk. I have a chance to dick down an old fling. Should I???