My Life Sucks - Big Time … !

Well we been together for almost 3 years but it feels like a decade. He is so negative he’s always cursing at me when i dont do exactly what he wants, and he wants me to suck his dick everytime we have sex and he know i dont like doing that shit. He told me all he cares about is having sex and that what he lives for. I dont think i want a guy like that he’s a pig and a ass hole i dont know what to do he just gets me so upset were im cant control my emotions and start to throw and break thing around the house. I just got a cd with calming music today and hopefully it can help my anger problem and to get myself back in control of my life. Oh and thanks for reading bye !!!!!!