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i hate my life my mom is really “GOOD FRIENDS” with my uncles bestfriend and he is 19 years old she is 30 going on 31 next week i hate this and i dont know what to do i need serious help my family is crazy i am the only sane one in the house thank GOD

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What’s below rock bottom?

Well, I really don’t know where to start. I’m starting to think my existence on this earth just wasn’t meant to be. When I am out walking I’ll often look to the sky and pray a meteor will strike me or if I’m in a car I sometimes hope the 18wheelers would just hit the car. I’m getting severly depressed and can’t seem to get my life in order.
I used ot have a severe drinking problem and in a course of 3 years this ruined my life. I had 4 dui convictions within this span and lost the priviledge to drive permanently. I lost my job the following year and now it seems impossible to find work. It just seems like everything I try never works out.
I just really wish I could get another chance to drive. It is really bothering me as of late because I truley am a changed person. I quit drinking after my 4th conviction and have been drink free/drugfree since. I joined AA and even find it hard getting rides to meetings! I’m always broke and seem to have lost most of my friends during htis whole episode(s).

This all just really sucks and makes me question my existence.

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Does Not Compute

I’ve been trying to tell “that girl” that I love her for a while now and decided TODAY WAS THE DAY! But I stuttered when speaking, so I wrote script on my computer to have her computer say it for me. And when she received the code that said it, she got “scripting error: does not match”….

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Mother Don’t Love Her Kids :-(

MY MOM IS A SINGLE PARENT & ALTHOUGH SHE DOES EVERYTHING POSSIBLE TO GIVE US WHAT SHE DIDN’T HAVE SHE ALWAYS BUT SHE ALWAYS PUTS HER ‘WOMAN’ ABOVE US (HER KIDS) NO MATTER WHAT.

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Shit Happens!

Shit happens! Heck…it happens over and over again…

Ask yourself now - “What am ‘I’ gonna do about it?”

Everyone knows their the answer to this question.

You know i’m not lying. Try those answers. Ask yourself this question every single morning.

Coz when you stop asking, you stop doing.
When you stop doing you stop failing. If you don’t fail enough, you don’t get what you want.
100 hits to the stone, don’t stop at the 99th. : )
Good luck fellow souls. GoD bless you.

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rape

Well i got married about a year ago. She had a daughter named brittany. Brittany was sixteen. I went into her room to check on her while her mother was at work. She was supposed to be asleep. She was using a vibrator… it made me horny. I went over to her and started kissing her. She was naked i got naked we fuck she pregnant. I wanna do it again and again. It was nice.

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Sucks

i have struggled with heaving drinking and drug use for the last 25 years, had a lot of good times but it became a dependence that I ‘default’ just out of sheer habit and boredom. So, keep in mind, that problem remains throughout my story. I fell passionately in love/lust with my wife in ‘96, we were extremely attracted to each other for about the ‘usual’ 1.5 -2 years. Then her accusations of my involvement with employees (female) started. She loved me, or she was obsessed with me, maybe a combination of both. We got married, had one child, built a business and had a lot of money, or so we thought. I knew ‘things’ weren’t always connected between the two of us. Two years ago she turned into a teenager again at the age of 35, she spent tons of money and simultaneously quit paying the bills and became involved with an 18year-old employee. She bought a dog that pissed all over our furniture and carpet, costs us thousands. She had our home remodeled after the dog damage and we spent 25 thousand dollars. She didn’t pay payroll taxes and the IRS demanded 40 thousand dollars, she moved out. The house is still unfinished. I had to sell the business just to break even with the debt where she did not pay the bills. I lost my business. I lost my wife (at the time to an 18 year old moron), my son went with her, I am stuck with two years back taxes to pay, and her business that she opened on the side and emotionally talked me into co-signing the note that she cannot pay:40 more thousand. I finally got 2007 taxes done, owe 13 thousand on that.About 4 months ago she was kind enough to give me “some lovin” if u know what i mean, then she borrowed my credit card to fill up the gas tank, 4 thousand dollars later, she claims I was not communicating with her,(she mentioned nothing of her credit card use). Life still sucks.

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I hate life

You know how people say that God never gives you more then you can handle well sometimes I beg to differ. Lets see here a couple of years ago I got charged with a hit and run n couldn’t drive for a year; my dad tells me not to so much get a speeding ticket in the next like three years…. What do I do get a DUI. So there goes $1500 for a lawyer and who knows what else after I go to court here in a month.Then i was out with these guys and we hit some ice and got into an accident and I had to go to the ER and get 18 stiches. Also I couldn’t remember the last time I had a period and went in and turns out I’m pregnant and am due in April turns out I’m already at 27 weeks. Now I have no idea what I should do I can’t throw more shit at my parents and I can’t have a kid. but when you can actually see your kid and can feel it kicking how do you just get an abortion; by the way it’s a boy…. I am completely lost and don’t know what to do. And to top it all off the guy that I thought it was; there is no way it could be his cause I wasn’t talking to him at the time so now I have no idea. All I want to do is drink and pretend this isn’t real but turns out I’m pregnant. Life sucks…

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Sucks bein prego

Well, it all started one weekend I was at my boyfriends house. His parents were gone for a week so we were just there hanging out. Then, I had to go pee. I went to the bathroom and sat down. I was off my period. YAY! I came out and he was horny. Now three months I’m pregnant. My parents still don’t know. I’m married now (I’m 16) and pregnant. LESSON: USE TROJON CONDOMS!!!

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I really really hate my life

I have lived with my sister for 4 years helping her take care of her three kids. They moved into a house where there is no room for me. I have no job, no car, no cell phone, no place to live, I dont even have $1 to buy a coke. I have no insurance and can’t go to the doctor or dentist. I have terrible excema that makes my whole body itch all day. My face looks like I have leprosy. I have a cavity that is killing me. I sleep on couches when I can. I am driving my brother’s old car that is going to break down any day. I am 32 years old and have no boyfriend or anyone that will even talk to me when they find out what a loser I am. I live out of plastic containers. I hate my life so much.

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Birthday

Today is my birthday, and my family always go out for dinner, and eat at the restaurant we chose. But my dad told me that today was the only time to have some of his employees over to our house and have dinner and work something on the computer, and that we will have the dinner the day after my birthday. So I agree, because I thought it will probably only take few hours, but I don’t think it will at all. So to top it all off, my dad still hasn’t say happy birthday to me, and we probably won’t have any cake today either. But the only birthday present I got is from my best friend. :(

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My life suck too, deal with it, if you find out how let me know. . .

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Why?

I am forty.. and for the life of me, can’t remember an easy period of my life.
I grew up moving every year to a different state. My parents were alcoholics, and since I was the oldest girl.. I was also the maid, babysitter, cook etc. I wasn’t allowed to have friends at all. So, I turned to religion. There I found Jesus and he became my best friend. Then at the age of 18 I went out on a date and was date raped by my future husband. I ended up marrying him because I became pregnant. And because of my “religious beliefs” which I now know was nonsense. We had 3 children together. He was very abusive and an addict. I left after my oldest, whom was 5 at the time wanted us to leave. My children and I were moved into several different safe houses because he kept following us. I have worked 2 to 3 jobs for many years supporting my small family. We have been homeless a couple of times.. Ofcourse, there was no child support and the children understood when Santa didn’t come. Or when they didn’t get what they asked Santa for. I have had to cook food without electricity or gas. We had no heat for a couple of seasons..and food was really hard to come by. Although there was food stamps at times..there was no way to get to the grocery store.
After 2 years, he died of a drug overdose. I’ve raised my children by myself. I’ve seen the look of pain through the eyes of little people that I have loved so much more than myself, that I had prostituted myself to a man just to pay the rent.
I am so very tired. Now, my children are getting older. My oldest is a firefighter.. my younger two are still in school but cause no problems for me. HOwever, It would be so very nice.. so very nice indeed.. to not have to worry about how the bills will be getting paid next month. It would be so very nice..not to have ever saw the look of disapointment from my children when I could not purchanse them new shoes for school, or a new backpack.
I do not drink, do not do drugs, do not have any friends (takes time), and do not date. All of my time is spent just trying to raise my children. And.. I am so very tired.

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dO u ThInK mY lIfE sUcKs?

hey there whoever happens 2 read this i think my life sucks but thats just me im 11 and i have ashma so i can’t play soccer ive also got ecema(a skin condition)and i didn’t take care of it so it got ou of hand, then i got an infection so i had 2 go on steroids which made me rlly hunngery therefor i gained alot of weirght i also got lazy and it kept happening again aand again and again and again see the picture and so i got depressed and i made an account on imvu the chat thing i luv it but i rely on it so much im scared 2 think ill have 2 get off of it sumday.ive been thro alot on there and i relised im bi.it also made me think about emo cause i ahve alot of emo friends on there i relised i thought about cutting myself bac in the 3rd grade and im now in the 6th grade and i rlly wanna b able 2 cut myself but i can’t im also thinking about droping my weight-the bad way-puking.im going2 try tho thats my story i hope u took the time 2 read this.if u ever wanna talk my e-mail is llizzie9990@hotmail.com

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christmas presents

the lack of it. my parents didn’t give me ANYTHING this christmas. not even a card, or a hug.

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christmas

today i was kiking by self and kiked my boobs

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Well simple life, isnt happy…

Well my parents never really established a place to live where there child would be born, grow up and finich school and stuff, well that happyy normal crap just never happened to me. I spent my years moving through continent to other to know i have lived in Africa, Europe and America… Everybody think I should be happy, I have money, house, and a family… Well thats crap, Im not happy not att all. my parents seem to be some control freaks who want me to be the perfect child, with the perfect hear and perfect shoes, I know people are

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Im sick of being screwed out of a happy life!

Im a junior in high school. I got my whole life ahead of me right? Wrong. And I know crap happens to good people, but why am i always tossed aside? ere’s my story.. Basketball is my life. Some people have boyfriends,etc. I have basketball. I have been playing for 10 years now and have ALWAYS dreamed of playing pro womens bball. In order to do that first you need to make it to a D1 college on a scholarship. Not bragging, i work my ass off, I have always been the best player on my team and the tallest. I scored 20 points a game. I was on my way to my dream. In 9th grade i changed schools to a better school. There was favoritism and i did not get picked for varsity. I didnt even start for jr.high. This is when my confidence started to drop. They played sucky girls before me. It made no sense. I felt like giving up,but I tried harder and got even better. The next year they only put me on JV, a huge insult. Once again girls who sucked played before me and to top it off I was injured 4 times. I had enoug, so I went back to my old school this year. So far I am a JV starter and barely play varsity. I am a junior. I only have 2 years left of high school to get a scholarship and I dont even start on varsity! I can see if i sucked but I am the best one!! I dont get it. And to top it off they have this chubby freshman in my spot an varsity. Shes only in 9th freakin grade n she gets to start varsity! I am WAY better than her. What the hell?!? Now I feel my lifetime dream slipping away. So MY LIFE FREAKIN SUCKS!!

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I trusted them

I have been trying so hard to get good grades in school and now I am a senior at college, about to graduate next semester with an excellent GPA. I had recently had a final interview with one company. They were supposed to call me yesterday, but they didn’t, so I contacted them. They told me that it is taking more time for the decision making. I contacted the other guy who had a same interview and he told me that they have already offered him the position last Saturday.
They have told me so many times that “oh we really like you and we want you to come to our company”. I trusted them so much and I turned down the other company. I learned my lesson now. Whatever people tell me, I do not trust them any more.

I have just set it up the goal. I will make myself successful and I will destroy that company in the future. I will take all of their clients away and make them regret about their decision of not hiring me.

I felt that I was smarter than the other guy they hired, but oh well.. I lost some beliefs in myself. I thought I would deserve something better than this from all the efforts that I made through my life.

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My Life sucks Cause My husband committed suicide.

My life really sucks cause my husband commited suicide on october 31st 2009. He ruined my life and our kids too. We have 4 small children and he was only 29 when he died. I never even saw it coming, (meaning any signs). It just sucks, everyday my hubby told me and showed how much he loved me and then because he was drunk and got into a fight with his brother he committed suicide. I want to believe it was an accident but only he knows and he is gone. everyday is a struggle to get through without him. My life truley sucks big time!!!!!

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